I DEALT WITH ALOT OF REJECTION COMING UP IN THE GAME AND IT PISSED ME OFF ALOT AND AT TIMES I WAS LIKE DAMON DASH WITH PEOPLE - TO ME I DIDNT SEE IT AS WRONG - I VIEWED IT AS ME NOT LETTING PEOPLE PLAY ME - LIKE FOR EXAMPLE - WHEN A DISTRIBUTOR OWED ME MONEY IN THE EARLY DAYS I MIGHT HAVE SAID SOME HARSH WORDS TO PUT FEAR INTO THEM TO PAY ME - IT SEEMS THIS KIND OF THING GAVE ME A BAD NAME - I ALWAYS TRY THE NICE WAY FIRST BUT IT SEEMED THE NICE WAY JUST NEVER WORKED - SO BESIDES MY MUSIC BEING SO BRUTAL - I AM TOO BRUTAL FOR ALOT OF PEOPLE AS A PERSON AND THAT HAS HELD ME BACK - WHEN EVER I TRY TO "CHANGE" I JUST DONT FEEL RIGHT - LIKE A HOOD DUDE TRYING TO BE BOURGIOUS - I FEEL ONCE SOMEONE MEETS ME AND GETS TO REALLY KICK IT WITH NECRO IN PERSON FACE TO FACE 9 TIMES OUT 10 THEY LIKE ME - IF THEY ARENT TRYING TO INTENTIONALLY HATE ON ME THEY WILL RESPECT ME - BUT I AM NOT THE MOST SOCIAL PERSON AND IN THIS BUSINESS SOCIAL IS WHERE ITS AT - I ALWAYS FELT MY MUSIC IS WHAT MATTERED BUT ITS JUST ONE PIECE - SO AS A BUSINESS MAN NECRO HAS FAILED IN MANY WAYS BY BEING TOO STREET - ITS HARD TO GROW UP LIKE THAT AND JUST SWITCH INTO THE PERSON THE INDUSTRY WANTS YOU TO BE
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