ACTUALLY EM SAID TO ME WE SHOULD DO A SONG - AND I WAS LIKE NO DOUBT - BUT I WONT FRONT - IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD I WAS THINKING THIS DUDE JUST SIGNED WITH DRE - IS HE REALLY GONNA DO IT, AND HALF OF ME WAS LIKE NAH - I WOULD HAVE TO SWEAT HIM AND CHASE HIM CUZ HE IS GONNA BLOW UP SO I DIDNT PURSUE IT AND NEITHER DID HE - BUT IF I WOULD HAVE PUSHED FOR IT, CUZ I DID KNOW HIS MANAGER PAUL, IT MIGHT HAVE HAPPENED - HE WAS WORKING WITH SO MANY PEOPLE I GUESS IM THE TYPE THAT DOESNT LIKE TO BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE - SO WHEN I SEE SOMEONE DOING SHIT WITH EVERYONE THAT MAKES ME NOT WANNA BE THE NEXT ONE ON THEIR LIST - I LIKE SHIT TO BE SPECIAL AND I GUESS I FELT WEIRD ABOUT IT - WHAT REALLY MADE IT NOT HAPPEN WAS - I SAID TO EM THAT I THINK THE IDEA WOULD BE COOL CUZ WE ARE WHITE AND MOST WHITE RAPPERS ALWAYS HATE ON EACH OTHER, AND FOR US TO COMBINE ON A TRACK WOULD SHOW SOLIDARITY SINCE WE ARE BOTH 2 WHITE RAPPERS THAT GET IT IN - I DONT REMEMBER HIS REACTION TO THAT BUT IT WASNT NEGATIVE - MAYBE HE AGREED OR NODDED NO DOUBT - THEN THIS GIRL THAT I KNEW - SOME JOURNALIST HOE TELLS ME HE SAID HE THOUGHT IT WAS WACK THAT I BROUGHT UP COLOR - US BEING WHITE AND WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH RHYMING - HE DIDNT LIKE MY COMMENT SHE SAID - SHE ALSO SAID SHE FUCKED HIM THAT WEEK - SO I DONT THINK SHE WOULD HAVE MADE IT UP - SHE WASNT THAT SMART TO CONCOCT THAT - I THOUGHT THAT WAS KINDA LAME THAT HE WOULDNT FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT 2 WHITE RAPPERS COMBINING FORCES TO SHOW WHITE KIDS DONT GOTTA HATE ON EACH OTHER - BUT HE DIDNT SEE IT MY WAY I GUESS - OR HE MISUNDERSTOOD MY COMMENT - THATS IF THATS EVEN TRUE - THAT KINDA TURNED ME OFF TO WORKING WITH HIM - MAYBE I WOULD HAVE PURSUED IT IF SHE DIDNT TELL ME THAT - MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE REACHED OUT AND ASKED BUT BACK THEN I WAS YOUNG AND IT DIDNT TAKE MUCH FOR ME TO LOSE INTEREST IN SOMEONE IF I HEARD SOMETHING SHADY AND BELIEVED IT - ANYWAY ALL THIS IS THE PAST SO IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER - BUT IF IT SHEDS LIGHT FOR THE FANS THEN THATS WHY IM TELLING YALL - AFTER ALL ITS ALL TRUE STORIES AND PART OF THE NECRO HISTORY
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